By the work of some miracle heals,I always seem to be able to count on the rebounce as soon as I hit the pit.
After much negativism for the past few entries, I'm much better today.
What made me cranky?

1)Lack of sleep.
2)Sick.
3)Feeling bored,inoccupied and wasting my time away.

However not all my views are changed.
I still feel that life could be more occupied, eventful and better.
In my line,my life,I'm constantly in touch with the younger and younger generation.
And I always gotta play the wiser role thus it made me realised that it doesnt take me another ten years to realise that I'm 31.(then what?41,51?!!)
It made me cringe with the fear that I'm 31 tomorrow and I will never realised it!
The worse is I havent achieved anything?
I'm not ready to face everything that's already scripted in a Singaporean's life and then meets me death. (Provided that there's no major changes to the usual scripts.)

So what's next?

Anyway~On a damper note for me.
My sales has been a one way down and I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!
I hitted and very much exceeded the minimum by my second month and dropped a few hundred by the third and my forth is PATHETIC!
It's even lower than my FIRST!

Ok to be less strict,not all of my Oct sales are recorded and most probably they are pushed to Nov's sales.
But no matter how much that would be, my Oct sales will be the lowest of the 4 months!

The year is coming to an end and we all know that things are gonna be quieter till CNY ends.
Darn!Does that makes my brilliant excuse?
Hell no!Once I doesn't hit $4k (by now)I have no commission at all!

To all those stupid sales people, I'm not doing your regular selling here thus sales doesnt come that easy.

While I'm gonna panic for the rest of the year,I do hope Clara and Hender would let me off for this one.
-_-"


Next up~
By now you would have encountered those monks trying to SELL you some card with the Buddha imprint.
Fuck you,shaven posers!
I hope that Buddha gives you a tight slap at night.

To be honest,Jason & I did forked up like..$5 bucks each to buy that stupid (Ok,I cant be rude to Buddha.Sorry,Shen~) so called 'blessed' card from them on separate dates.

What the hell are these fake monks doing around?
Why aren't there any police arresting them?

Maybe they are not cons afterall but I still feel like giving them that 'soccer' sign whenever they come near me.
If they ain't cons,then I would stay out of meat for a month week.
(I will never subject myself to severity in anytime. Hehz.)

So today on my way to work under the drizzling (ok,it's more than a drizzle) sky,there's this botak who clogged in grey(ah~no more clay uniforms huh?) infront of MDIS.

He approached that auntie whose way infront of me and I think I saw that auntie paying and quickly left.

Rolling my eyes and putting on my damn dao look,I marched forward.

So that con botak approached me.

I very much wanted to ask him to fuck off before I decided to leave some civility afterall.

So what I did was to lift up my tiny cross pendant infront of him and walked off.

Dunno if he saw it eventually.I should have worn that bigger cross that I bought for a dollar at Tanglin Flea Market.

For a second there,I felt that smugness sneaking in me but again I didnt want any Christian friend sof mine to think that I used their religion as shield.

It's not anything bad that I did?

Infact for that record,I did the same thing wise to different con botaks of coz.

Maybe I should stick to politely look down and wave my hand.


But....



It's not fun this way.


Blah.